too me..

i was going to meet . i might never meet her again, cause she lives on the other side of my country. it was going to be tomorrow, but nooooo!! a series of events and things we both have to do, prevents it from happening. they even prevent it from being a tiiny tiiiiiiny few minutes to spare so that we can at least say "hi", and "goodbye". i went to sleep yesterday, thinking about how nice it would be to finally meet a girl i have chatted with for a year. that happiness lasted until just recently when i told my parents i was going to meet her at the airport in Oslo (the capital of Norway), which would've been way to far to drive for us, since i'm going to celebrate my sister's birthday on the far side of Oslo as well that day. and that will be nice i just wish i could meet in an other way than just seeing letters on a screen. i could've seen her today, but of course i manage to tell my parents that i'm meeting her at the airport way to late .. so now that doesn't work either *hits his own head hard*

also.. my computer died today. it had suffered from retardism for many months and today, it moved on from it's handicapped life. i'm thinking of maybe writing a death add in the local newspaper, but i didn't really love the damn thing that much. i did post a note on it saying the exact date when it died, what it died from, and that it definitely WON'T be missed though. sigh.. it was raining today, all the snow is just mud now, and generally i am totally pissed that i can't meet >.<